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“Our practical projects have run into confusion again and again through failure to see that individual people, nations, animals, insects, and plants do not exist in or by themselves. This is not to say only that things exist in relation to one another, but that what we call “things” are no more than glimpses of a unified process. […] “Individual” is the Latin form of the Greek “atom” — that which cannot be cut or divided any further into separate parts. We cannot chop off a person’s head or remove his heart without killing him. But we can kill him just as effectively by separating him from his proper environment. This implies that the only true atom is the universe — that total system of interdependent “thing-events” which can be separated from each other only in name. […] Confusing names with nature, you come to believe that having a separate name makes you a separate being. This is — rather literally — to be spellbound.”

— Alan Watts, The Book: On The Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are

Source: exhaled-spirals

It’s a battle from within of myself and to myself. We’ve been going at it for years now. Learning how to be my enemy and beat me and then learning how to be my hero warrior and best friend through the worse whether someone else put me through it or myself. When it comes to letting people i can’t help but be so cautious bc i know what humans are capable of just based off myself alone and that is a lot. Also how much someone can let you down which if you’re alive or dead you also know is a lot.

Draft // i keep going back to you.

look i don’t like who i am. i don’t like who i see so i can’t say i know who you’re lookin at when your lookin at me i try and say thanks and play it off but it’s obvious what you said didn’t see right with me then things get awkward because my first reaction isn’t always to explain. sometimes i sit awkward and think to myself “don’t say that and you save everyone in the room”. so i don’t and when i do say shit it’s wrong in some way shape or form. but it don’t matter cus you don’t gotta hear any of it for all i care it i also think about the times when it was something i should have said but didn’t but oh look i didn’t say it for some reason and i don’t want to care i don’t want it to matter. but no matter how much i don’t want you to matter you do. and i gotta admit something it feels as though i’m stuck to you like glue. that’s is both the best and worst feeling i have felt. i have felt it the same time. and at different times.